Addiction is my weakness.
A cruel temptress that follows me wherever I go.
Slowly dragging me down until I drown.
Until she shows up.
Johanna
My life preserver in this ocean of drugs and madness.
She’s a total enigma, as chaotic as they come.
A vixen who lives her life without limits.
But her demons are greater than mine.
And they threaten to drown her right alongside me. I need her as much as she needs me. We can either hang on and save each other, or we can both sink into oblivion, letting our pasts, our memories, our addictions be the anchor that weighs us down
“Dark water is a scary, scary place. Things pull you under when you least expect it,”
When he buys her a dead plant 🪴 >>>>>>.
Seriously though, I could not have loved Kai more if I tried. Underneath his “party boy” persona is such a heart of gold and I loved his comic relief lines. Don’t get me wrong, this book hurt a lot. It’s heavy yet it sucks you in so deep with hope for these characters. I was just begging KID to take a chance on himself and I wanted to wrap him up in a hug and squeeze so tight.
“Today I want to drown in her. Sink down beneath her surface and fucking drown in everything that she is. I want her in my lungs, in my veins, in my soul. I need her to end me in all the ways imaginable so I can live in her dark, impenetrable hell.”
Also, who knew reading a threesome could be so hot? Phewwwww 😮💨. I don’t tend to pick up many RH-type books however, I was so here for this scene. Jescie Hall definitely is a master of spicy scenes because I was definitely feeling all the feels during those.
Kai and Han were so perfect for each other. I am so happy they connected and weaved together when they both needed each other. Plus, we still got to see snippets of Cam and Cole which was *chef’s kiss*. Overall, this is another amazing book from Jescie Hall and I cannot wait to read more from her.
Jotted by Jena 